There are moments when it is necessary to go to God, and other moments...

I often think that the grace that resides in you now was received from God's love for your previous faithfulness, for the decision you made as a child to dedicate yourself entirely to God, for your desire for His kingdom. There are times when it is necessary to go to God, and other times, later on, when He comes to His children.

(Cardinal Charles Journet /1891–1975/, correspondence)