Fight against your anxiety as best as you can, do not look back, and trust in what God is doing. Let go of any attachment to your taste, feelings, or your idea of God. (…) You are extremely valuable to God – you can afford to relax a little, let go of it, and allow Him to take care of you and envelop you with His love.
(Mary David Totah, OSB /1957–2017/, The Joy of God)